The problem is passivity. I have been a passenger on the spaceship of my life for 33 years. To use a Hardwick metaphor, I'm on the ghost ship. Without getting too far up the rabbit's asshole as to reasons-why and like that, basically I have never really shared myself with another person. I don't just mean romantically, i mean interpersonally all ( Read more... )

Things are better than my previous post(or this one, for that matter) might lead you to believe ( Read more... )

Estate Sale Sign ( Read more... )

My mood is well suited by this particular piece ( Read more... )

Two things ( Read more... )

Have had a shitty weekend, kind of. Just kind of listless/aimless. Now that I know what I want to be when I grow up I have to develop the balls(and the work ethic) to actually BECOME that and stop letting anxieties about time and nonsense bog me down. Bought the Brighten the Corners reissue today to aid in writing this week, as I fully intend(i say ( Read more... )

So thanks to the awesome graciousness of Vanessa's old boss(who is now GM of the Artist's Rep theater here in town) we got comp tickets to opening night of the Sydney Theater Company's production of Eugene O'Neill's LONG DAY'S JOURNEY INTO NIGHT. William Hurt in the lead, my mother-in-law's friend Todd(who is INCREDIBLE,btw) playing Jamie. And at ( Read more... )

have not updated in forever, I am getting into facebook.(yes, a southpark reference ( Read more... )

I haven't posted since May. I am(of course)having a crap day moodwise. Nothing bad is happening, necessarily. Just....blah. Vanessa is trapped in the numbers and then is going to spend a bunch of time shopping for the trip home we're taking a week from tomorrow. New Pornos tomorrow. Too many good shows coming up this fall for my money. Belle and ( Read more... )

*does happy employed-person dance*