As I am thinking of changing jobs, & am only 8 days away from my vacation, I decided to make a list of ( Read more... )

FROM LE STEENY DOLL! Randomize your playlist and write down the first line of the first 25 songs that show up. Everbody gets to guess the songs ( Read more... )

I wonder how much you have to drink to do irreperable harm to your body. I think I am on my way to finding out ( Read more... )

These past few days have been like a freaky-ass roller coaster ride ( Read more... )

i am in some sorta friggin limbo right now. i'm not content. there's so much big shit i need to hget done, & i don't know where to begin. i'm getting a better idea of who i am, what i want, what i want to be - all some trippy shit for sure... Buddhism, Colorado, reading, content with being alone/ makes so sense, hope it will in the morning. ( Read more... )

Soooooo. Deeeeaaaadddddd. Tiiiiiiiirrrrrrreeeeeddddddd ( Read more... )

Barely ate Tuesday. Had my coffee & some sausage & eggs for breakfast, then just felt nauseous. Then work got crazy busy & didn't leave til nearly 7, & when I got home just snacked on Italian croutons and had a glass of wine. Was not hungry, at all. Which is very rare, because I love food. I have loved 15 lbs. worth of it since December. So ( Read more... )

Oh man did I drink a lot last night. Even for me. Hell, even for a Russian sumo wrestler ( Read more... )

Nothing like a good, long, hot shower to make you look on the bright side of life. Just standing under the water, getting all sweet-smelling and mulling over life - nothing ever seems as bad after you're done. & if I don't feel depressed after having to look at myself naked for a half an hour, than I spose I'm really *not* as fat as i think, now ( Read more... )

You know you're gonna be in trouble on your ride home when the Fed Ex guy says "You have a bug, they float, right? Just buy an oar." I felt like a drowned rat in a maze - interesting visual. Damn flooding, damn low-to-the-ground car! But even this couldn't put me in a bad mood. I am done with the midterm, done with the friggin term paper, and ( Read more... )