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You know those moments when every negative emotion you've ever felt hits you at once and leaves you feeling like it would be better to end everything? That happened last night. I don't know where it came from, but I couldn't stop staring at the old bottle of antidepressants I have. The last time this happened, and I actively tried to kill myself, ( Read more... )

As some of you know, after Davis and I broke up, I didn't have the heart to get rid of the box (clothes, pictures, cards, etc), let alone open it. I've been gradually packing and bringing things to my new apartment. I have most of the small things packed and moved, and that box was one of the last things that wasn't a non-essential have to keep ( Read more... )

Oh my God, wedding dress shopping was the most exhausting,annoying,boring thing on the planet. I won't tell her "I told you so" in person, but here it is! Between waiting for the designer to ship it, avoid rush fees, shops almost always only carrying showroom sizes, and fittings, you're supposed to get your dress a minimum of 8 months before the ( Read more... )

Out of boredom, waiting for midnight (to enroll in classes), I made a Tinder yesterday! I missed having my ego stroked and talking to random guys while sitting on the couch, eating pizza. Don't get me wrong, I like to meet new people, and have a conversation, but free food is pretty cool too. What a time to be alive ( Read more... )

The Maine killed it. Lead singer John, future hubby, was flawless as ever. My hearing is shot. Voice is gone from screaming like the fan girl I am.


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A couple weeks ago, I met a guy at the dog park. Our dogs got along, and he came up and started talking to me. He told me he moved from San Diego for grad school, needing a change after a messy breakup, and because his best friend lives here. The more we talked, the more ignorant and spoiled he seemed. He's an only child, and would not stop ( Read more... )

I've been in such a weird mood all day, and I can't place what it is. It's not good or bad, I feel really off, and now I can't sleep. A couple nights ago, I made a numbered late night rambling post, and it helped me get some of my thoughts in order, so I'll try that again tonight. Honestly, these things aren't even big deals to me. My mind just ( Read more... )

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I caught up on sleep last night, and slept a solid 13 hours. Unfortunately, I slept through my 10:30 class ( Read more... )