So Im totally involved and wrapped up in my life. Its kinda selfish...but I feel a little confused. Spring is very promising though. I love this time of year. On tuesday Ryan and I walked from our house to his parents house.. stopped for money, pizza and weed along the way. It was basically like walking from courtice to the Oshawa centre. It took ( Read more... )

Ive been thinking about it lately and this year I want to change the way I eat. Cut out seafood again, because Ive managed to cut my weight down and I started eating it again because I couldnt lose weight. So now Im going to cut it out in the new year. Thats my resolution. haha. And eat less dairy. I only really eat cheese and a few other things. ( Read more... )

oooh i think things are starting to shape up.
im sure this is going to happen soon, i cant wait to feel it all.

Man last night was so much fun. I needed a party like that. Sooo much hookah smoking. And whiskey. My legs hurt from partying so hard. I dont think I got to sleep till about 5 am. Soo sweet. I just only wish he could have been with me. siiiigh*
soon enough it will all come together, cause if not i think i might dry up inside and die.

i needed that, ( Read more... )

ive been sick the past couple of days, how inconvient. im going back to work tomorrow, ive missed it. i just dont feel good.
but im forcing myself to feel better.

Tomorrows fucking halloween, who wants to do something? My friend Vanessa and I want to do something anyone else want to join let me know. Im not sure what we'll end up doing, I was ( Read more... )

Why does it seem like everything I hated when I was 13 is all of the sudden cool again?

So I guess this is growing uuuppp.

soo, tuesday was my birthday. firstly, thank you everyone who wished me a happy birthday, it was in fact a very happy one.
i had dinner with the fam and then went for coffee and cake with laura, amanda and sarah. came home and then lindsay took me for a couple drinks at the grand, after making me chug a bunch of wine. met a friend of hers and some ( Read more... )

will i ever find a job? man,. this is killing me.

woah, my birthday is really soon. holy 21!  im kind of excited to start a new year... this one went pretty fast. lots has happened. ive changed a lot. a lot.
that means jen's is soon. awesome!
i wonder what ill do.

swell sweeeellll weekend.
better than anticipated. though i wasnt expecting much.
feels good.