It is all non sense.
But I understand it ALL.

You have no idea how much my life has changed in the past week.
How much my feelings have completely shifted.
I got drunk last night and walked to the bridge above the interstate last night and it just hit me, I'm gone.
No one should get close to me.
I'm no longer one who will be held down.
I'm gone after I graduate and no one will know anything of me ( Read more... )

TUPELO NIGGGGA

 I'm going to Tupelo when I finish with school.
I'm not sure when I will come back.
I need this more than anything.

But I can't.

I don't know how I feel right now.
I have no idea.
Why can't things be simple, or somewhat simple?
Why can't the 2 people who I care about most be right next to me?
Why can't there be no tests in life? Nothing to push me.
All I know is to just be anti social and forget about everything and how it used to be, because I can't continue to stay stuck on ( Read more... )

 the fact that I have things planned out so in detailed  for so long, it's making me feel productive.

 You left a mark ( Read more... )

I'm somewhat out of my mind.
I'm bashing all of my friends.
Watch out.
I return favors promisingly.
Only bad ones.
I was sad about quitting my job until I realized I will be off for festival.
And then Tupelo when school lets out.

 
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