I'm not sure if it is me or everyone around me, but lately I have just been on the edge ( Read more... )

Well fuck me sideways.

And everyone else.

I can't hurt you.
I can't. Not like you hurt me.
It's not in me. I want so badly to just spit in your face & tell you what you did.
Because, obviously, you are unaware of what you have done.
YOU are the reason I am feeling the way I do every day of my life.
YOU are the reason I doubt every single person I run into.
YOU are the reason I lock myself in.
It' ( Read more... )

 My birthday was yesterday ( Read more... )

The only thing I wish right now is that I was the same age as right now, but that it is 1992.
And the list of people who stay the age they are now is very limited.
Everyone else can go back to diapers.

Oh forgive me, I've got the dreamers disease again.

Everyone is telling about their year & the upcoming year ( Read more... )

 I got to try my new camera today. It felt good.
Kind of sort of brought me back to that old place.
Which isn't always so good for me.
But it was good in the manner it needed to be good in.
I had a fantastic night with my home girls Rissa and Cowoleena.
And ramdomly Dugas. haha.
But it was good.
I need to handle my shit though.

 Ariel I made you a mixed CD of your love.
You will understand when you hear it.

I want to leave.
For good. And maybe it is a little irrational, but I can't care anymore.

I can't care about anyone or anything, but myself for 5 goddam seconds.

And as for the rest of you:
I guess you can go to hell.