we do but simply not in the way we think we do

no i'm not dead
but sometimes when i wake up and feel fat i wish i was.
awful/

microgynon is fucking evil. that is all.

Okay
I haven't updated in forever. Blah blah blah, I gained weight, I lost weight. Right now I'm about 50kilos, but I can't stop thinking that this time last year I was 7 kilos lighter..
Anyway this was pointless, so whatever.

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i am back, after short term hiatus.

haha.. sorry celia for the whole i'm-going-to-comment-in-my-secret-journal-making-it-not-secret ordeal. thank you for being so nice about it.

what an awesome welcome back.

but i don't want to be like them.

I got fat.

Back to 50 kilos.
This is not good.

"There's no one at school for you. That's all."

Nice.
Self worth just shooting through the roof.
Who am I?

When I don't eat I win.

It'd be nice to mean something.

I'm really tired.
I went to bed early yet I slept like shit.
And now I feel like shit.
I don't want to eat but I think I should.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh helphelphelp//

It's raining.