I don't want to eat ( Read more... )

Nothing is okay.
I just want to escape.

//i need reassurance.

I can taste alcohol like I need it so badly I'll die.

i fucking hate me.

The truth is, I was disgusting.

I still carry that feeling. I still hate me.

Hey girls...
I've been ...holidaying? I guess. It's been bad, I've put on two or so kilos :(
I went to visit my Dad though and he threw around the word "emaciated" which made me feel good momentarily before I realised it was just him trying to make me think I'm thin. I ate alot though, around him and my boyfriend who stayed with my family for 3 ( Read more... )

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