If I here another threat about sending me to a clinic I'm going to literally stop breathing in pure frustration. this time my parents don't want to send me to collage when I'm not "fixed". I don't blame them i'm scared i'll be so stressed i'll stop eating completely and start cutting every night like I did on campus but I also want a future. I have ( Read more... )

oh Travis left for good today ( Read more... )

ok so today I wok up twice to two different people telling me that my granddad past away in the night ( Read more... )

I feel lost with in the days to come. The blade swiftly glides as it engraves my pain;absurd sickness. I try my hardest to over come this reoccurring sickness. My mind speak out loud; cursing. I know the truth has dwelled the obvious in all my notebook but who am I to tell what is honest and obscene self security ( Read more... )

My Epiphany ( Read more... )

ok so I'm very sad ( Read more... )

I binged at 12 am. My mom left me pizza and I was starving ( Read more... )

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My tummy hurt ( Read more... )

yesterday intake ( Read more... )

ok so had a long conversation about when and how I thought my ed started ( Read more... )