I've been watching Shaun Cassidy's new show, Invasion, and that's how I feel most of the time: like I'm a pod person. I feel cut off from everyone and everything. Holidays are the worst. I hate them. Have for years and years. I was looking for a girlfriend, but I've given up. There's no point, really. I have nothing to offer. Sure, I'm nice, but ( Read more... )

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Mostly I'm posting this because I have too damn many quizzes. There's been a lot going on, but mosf of it I don't care to worry about. Life's still shit, but it's been so bad for so long that I'm starting to get used to it, and it's not getting me down like it used to. There haven't been any improvements, I'm just used to it, the same way that if ( Read more... )

I talked with my mom and it looks like she'll let me move into her basement. Not the greatest, but a damn sight better than the streets of Ann Arbor. Thanks, Mom. :)

Last night my roomie asked me to leave, citing personal reasons. And on my way to my mom's to attend a party, my car died a final death. So, in summary, I have: no home, no job, no car, no sweetie. I'm having trouble feeling positive about all that. Right now it looks like I'll be going to a homeless shelter in Ann Arbor, since nearly no one ( Read more... )

As usual, I only post when I feel like shit. So far this is the second day in a row. I'm not well but I'm hanging on. I need to be far, far away from Dawn, and if I weren't so weak and such a putz I would be. Every time I start to hope I want to kill myself when reality comes crashing in, and as long as I'm in her life I'll hope. Maybe one day I ( Read more... )

So, my dad just called me and my mom (I'm at her place for a few days crashing while doing a babysitting job during the day) and told us he has prostate cancer. Eep. His docs caught it early and say they should be able to get it with no problem. I have faith in that, and know more cancer survivors than otherwise, but still.... So in Sept. he goes ( Read more... )

Whoever has this, will you please use it on me now? Thanks! http://www.mountaindew.com/mdtv/index.php?vidsrc=change_2

Only the one quiz, so no cut, nyah!

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No, I'm not dead or dying. I'm sorry if I scared anyone. I feel a lot better now, and friends have shown me how these moods of mine keep recurring. It'd be nice to get some professional help, but every one I've gone to has been less than wonderful, leaving me the impression of mental health professionals at my economic level as money-grubbing and/ ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Just thought I'd say that. Nothing happened, there were no disasters; just as the day went on I felt worse and worse until now I just don't feel like being here anymore. Dark thoughts keep flittering through my head. It's happened often enough in the past few months that I think my recovery was more of a respite, and that seems to ( Read more... )