i just underwent the most spiritual event of quite possibly my last two or three months. i had a fever higher than any i can remember ( Read more... )

is *charlotte's web* public domain yet, or what? for serious.

that was a movie i'll be seeing twice.

we started booking shows again. a post-rock band from new york and seattle played on monday. the turnout wasn't so great. this city has no hope. thanks to the three other bands that played. it was a fun show, and i got to speak with some other people who also know that merzbow is a joke ( Read more... )

wow. so, inbetween the dimishing boundaries of my hell on earth consciousness, reality (or what i've believed to be reality) has been equally bizarre. is it already friday? but it was just last weekend we partied, then went to jeff's wedding the next day and partied again ( Read more... )

the fox came again tonight ( Read more... )

"The Mafia is neither a sect nor an association; it has no by-laws and no constitution. The Mafioso is neither a thief nor a gangster, even if the word is used in this sense. He does not tolerate any abuse from anybody. The Mafia is the awareness of one's existence, the exaggerated concept of individual power, the only and sole judgement of any ( Read more... )

just when i thought i could get any more self-conscious (self-aware?), this happens. ten or so days of aloneness euphoria. ever since the house show pool party at la casa i have felt an extraordinary sense of independence from environment. i always swore i would never go sans shoes anywhere in public, and that day i did it twice. once to a ( Read more... )

does everyone see crazy things when they close their eyes, or is it only me ( Read more... )

JABBERWOCKY ( Read more... )