so even if i dont say anything, i am always watching. and i know what happens, and i have my opinions, i just sort of got tired of saying a lot and having people look at me like they are confused. and then i realized that if i didnt say anything not that many people would ask me what i was thinking. and then i thought it was funny that i could ( Read more... )

max b's feet smell. but it is a familiar smell nonetheless ( Read more... )

creeeping around at night is ok but creeping around during the day is wierd. who creeps around during the day? only wierdoscdo. i know that for sure.

millions of peaches. peaches for me. millions of peaches. peacches for free

so ill do it cause i mean it. and life is magical. and my life is coincidental. and the movie is reaching another climax i can tell because its gotten to be a little predictable. but theres something to be said for that, it helps to make sense of things. but i am still niave. so fucking niave.i feel young as ever and lost as fucking hell and i wish ( Read more... )

and i saw this awesome person you are right benji. i saw this awesome perso and i jsut wanted to get to know. you know? it was just so amazing like i looked ahead of me and i just saw this beautiful graceful walk and step step step and i was entranced and in love and then i was out in the cold wishing i was still warm in the room and then i wished ( Read more... )

i love this song. its so good. i am sitting with ben noam and he is on the telephone. he is reading vice magazine and i have just eaten a celery stalk and finished drinking a glass of water. i love this celery. its so good. i have more homework to do and i didnt do it because i went to these kids' house and they offered me pot which i accepted, ( Read more... )

"i love you. and she was like, i lov eyou too. and then, hagn on it gets better. i dont wanna have community sergvice. shes working at jillians now, ion ipswitch, and im working construction in waltham, and both me and megan are workin mad money, taken my money gangsta gangsta, hey i have a story!! i was like yo youy can take that communityus ( Read more... )

a car just started outside my house. i wonder who the fuck is up at this hour. i am only awake because the day was not as satisfying as the last and i did not acomplish enough to feel full of experience for the day. how long will it be before i am ready to not be alone? before the world is ready? before it will let me? before i will let myself?

so sometimes its hard to know what things are and everything just seems so questionable. everything made more sense yesterday, last year, last night, last month, when i was young. its hard to be around people that make you feel vulnerable when you yourself are not feeling top notch, on top of shit, getting on with things. its hard to keep an ( Read more... )

hh(hard)ow ahre yhoouuu too-daye? aye ehm ghoood. aye vish aye kood kr(hard)ohl phas-ter cohs aye ehm hh(hard)aving trr(hard)ouble kheepeyn-ghup vhit-e payse ohf da rr(hard)est ohf yooo ( Read more... )