last night i had a breakdown of doom that had me calling my parents at one in the morning and crying on the phone for upwards of two and a half hours. no good! i don't even remember half of what i said, i'm pretty sure i just sobbed uncontrollably and babbled incoherently. at any rate, i woke up this morning and found this email from my daddy ( Read more... )

today, as i was walking down valencia (where the blood's still warm on the ground) a man was walking towards me. i paid him no attention until he passed me and immediately turned around to ask me for a cigarette. i had just lit my last one, and told him so, but he decided this response was not good enough and proceeded to follow me down the street ( Read more... )

the numbers for our snowtime fun in big bear trip are slowly dwindling down thanks to work schedules, bad timing, and po' folk. i'm going to cry if it ends up being only me drinking hot toddys and watching holiday cartoons in some creepy cabin, cause i can do that in the comfort of my own creepy apartment without flying to LA, driving into the ( Read more... )

disneyland was a success for the most part. no illicit seductions involving the dreamboy working indiana jones, but i did manage to eye fuck my way to a free dessert at the blue bayou. disneyland truly is the place where dreams come true when a girl like me finds her sub-par flirting tactics ending in favorable results, namely, ones involving a ( Read more... )

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so maybe it was an awful idea to move to san francisco with no money, no job, a lease at the house i don't live at anymore, outrageous rent at the house i live in now, and not one prospect for getting rid of my car; but i've gotta say, i've been happier here for the past three weeks than i was for the year i was back in simi. i miss my pals and my ( Read more... )

i had my first sex dream. maybe this is surprising, considering the fact that sex is pretty much the forefront thing in my mind at all times, except between the hours of 10am to 11am and midnight til 1am, when i am watching frasier on lifetime and all i think about is how i can't wait to grow up and be pretentious and engage in witty repartee about ( Read more... )

check it! i live in san francisco again and jurassic park 3 is totally on tv. BEST NIGHT EVER.

i've had two proper first kisses in my entire life. i've had lots of first kisses, but they always end up being last kisses because they are the kinds of kisses that involve myspace bulletins the next day about how drunk i had gotten the night before. my actual first kiss was when i was sixteen, with a boy whose last name i never knew, and it ( Read more... )

i haven't written in forever because as a 21 year old girl who works a boring job, drinks alone on her porch, and has no friends, i don't really have anything to say. HOWEVER! i now bring you not one, but TWO eventful stories featuring such topics as: crashing into poles, interracial lesbian relationships, and garlic noodles ( Read more... )