i go in and out of being comfortable with myself, but it seems like just when i start to get back in the mindset of "i wish i looked like that" or something like that, someone does something to make me think "i can live without it ( Read more... )

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asgfjhdsghajfsda. where is everyoooooone ( Read more... )

i officially hate jane austen. this is why i don't read chick books. sure, i don't mind a little romance, but there's got to be something else involved. her charaters are all superficial and are only concerned with marriage and social connections in shit. i get that it's like, appropriate for the time, but how the hell am i supposed to learn ( Read more... )

there is this person that i really don't want to be, but sometimes it comes out. and also, there are always all of these things that i am thinking or want to say, but i never think/say them in the presence of other people, but for some reason i always think they know what i've been thinking. it's just a really shitty way of communicating how i feel ( Read more... )

i got a letter of acceptance from chico, which was one of the biggest feelings of relief i've ever felt. i know that some of these schools are really easy to get into and they'll take anyone and all that crap that everyone says, but it just feels like things finally paid off, and that i did something good. whether it's the place i'm going to or not ( Read more... )

gotta love how every time i eat shit no one is there to see it
its so disappointing

sometimes i feel like such a brat. i can just hear myself being snotty or selfish, but i just keep acting like that. i guess it just seems like i am supposed to be like that sometimes, because all people are...but i really don't like it when i see that side of people. i don't like it in myself either ( Read more... )

damn it feels good to be a gangsta

the one thing that sucks about choir is that every year we have to start new. by my fourth year, i am a bit tired of being the tolerant one when it comes to freshmen. i don't think i have any left anymore though, so i am just a total bitch about it and i don't care what they say. they waste time, and if they don't want to be there, then they don't ( Read more... )