one would have to assume so, unfortunately. i heard a version of events where it was some sort of overblown incident in which nathaniel called the cops with no real justification. looking for truth in any situation involving those two is a slippery, and moot, slope. she is no kind of mother, that's plain to see. when she was staying with me, she would borrow my car claiming to need to go see cougar at her mom's place but really just needing to go steal money from her mom and then buying dope with it. she pulled the same shit on my friend, tad, while she was staying with him. in reality, she just let her son go weeks without any contact from her. i think i remember the two of them speaking on the phone once. i'm no saint and i was doing dope at the time, too. i feel bad for contributing to her piss-poor mockery of motherhood by providing money, transportation, etc. i enabled her, to be sure. but i don't have a child and if i was as morally lacking as either of cougar's parents, i would have myself sterilized. having a child
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i've been around, just laying low and trying to live down my failures. involvement with the lady in question is enough to send anyone sane into partial hiding, no? i've been trying to step up my commitment to writing something exemplary and it's made me into a sort-of hermit. i'm coming back, though. feel free to call it a comeback.
am i to understand that you don't like me, samantha parkman? or do you go by parkham now? i don't really know the etiquette as it involves criminal aliases. but no, i don't still cut myself. but thanks for trying, doll! some might see the continued use of heroin as a means of self-mutilation but they just don't see that life is but an amusement park ride, right?! did you, by chance, catch 1989's "parenthood" on premium cable recently? i can't imagine where you would have had access to pay television but there is a monologue, much better than your poorly written one, about life's similarity to a roller coaster ride in the film. it stars steve martin, mary steenburgen, and ric moranis. i know that you don't have all that many original thoughts as evidenced by your ell-jay, so i figure your tripe-ridden dialogue must have been inspired by the flick. i'm not surprised that, despite how vomit-inducingly terrible you look in your mugshots, you still feel great about yourself. the worst among us do, you one-woman afghanistan. i
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oh, and there's a "best of you"? please let me know where i can find it. i'm pretty selfish and self-absorbed but if there's a chance of saving you, i'll brave the ends of the earth to find it. not because i care about an alley rat piece of shit like you, but because i've hungered for an impossible challenge since childhood! if you ever get use of a cellphone, please play reverse 20 questions with me and text me 20 clues about where this "best of you" might be. i bet it's somewhere that doesn't exist anymore. like avalon, the mythical home of king arthur and his compatriots!
ah, i didn't realize at first that this was an indication that you had deleted or edited a previous comment. i was so thrown by your use of the plural "emotions" (as i had pegged your ONE emotion as greed, or "avarice" as they said in the day) that it went right over my head. imagine that! YOU, samantha parkmanham, going over MY head! you owe yourself a shot of dope blacker than your soul for that one, babydoll. i hate that i missed what is certain to have been a world-shaking string of witticisms. that or, uh, some cut-and-pasted hip hop diss. whatever it was, i'm sure that it was nothing short of charming and brilliant. i would love to have a legendary meeting of the minds occur between us but i'm fearful of being sucked into the void! gotta run, dahling, this wrist ain't gonna cut itself.
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neglect to juvenile? please tell me not cougar /:
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It just keeps getting worse.
Where have you been!?
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