i'm putting a lot of thought into "resolving" to combat at least one of what i consider to be a crime of heinous nature while in costume this year.  if it looks like i could fail, i may use the jewish or chinese new year.  i'll look them up later.  a gesture as dramatic as a new year's resolution seems appropriate; my internal level of personal ( Read more... )

freedom from this unbearable, unbelievable capacity fo mine for fucking up adn talking too long.  that's what i want.  my primary concern is to never let anyone i care about feel mad, sad, uncomfortable, or hurt over something i said or did.  i strive so hard for this, SO HARD.  it means everything to me.  but i slip up and ramble too long and, ( Read more... )

failure×judgment    n=y where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side ( Read more... )

i walked around wal-mart for a good ten minutes before i felt a draft and realized my genitals were displayed.  i've been really lazy about laundry and going without boxers for 6 days and that's what happened.  i forgot about my fly and my shit wasn't just visible, it was out.  in a store.  my car died permanently.  i have a back-up but it's going ( Read more... )

dr. hurt really and truly thomas wayne and off-panel "deaths" of bruce, jezebel jet, AND joker?  the end of batman RIP is dreck.  i never thought morrison would disappoint me like this but he has really shit in my mouth on this one.  blatant sensationalism capable of making only the silliest of rubes gawk in awe and respect.  i'll continue reading ( Read more... )

it's like a dessicant has been applied to my brain.  mostly my friends have agreed that it's been a rough year.  i never used to be so quiet.  i'm not quiet around really close friends, not at all.  but i can't think of a thing to say to people whom i don't know that well.  i can get out a greeting and terse pleasantries but my tongue's so tied and ( Read more... )

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you find someone to carry you.  she was more radiant than i remembered, her hair suggested that she had scalped a black lady.  well what about when there are only one set of footprints, those smallish ones with evidence of callouses marked in the sand there, an indication of more barefootedness than i could recommend with the tendency of people to ( Read more... )

generosity: overrated.  not that we should use our kindnesses for one another as an insurance policy to call up favors when we need them but when the things you do for others are never met in turn, it's easy to get frustrated.  and it's easy to run down a mental inventory of things you've done for a friend when they are really letting you down.  ( Read more... )

my coworker, adei, told me tonight that in a small mexican town very near the border, everything is run by cartels and the police have no power.  in fact, they fear the cartels.  it's something i've seen on tv, of course, along with corrupt mexican police assisting cartels in their cartel crimes, but he told me a very disturbing thing and it is as ( Read more... )