a month has flown by quickly for me.  i've been working a new job for that long and it's easy even when it's hard.  they appreciate my work there, too, and that's a welcome change from most of the other jobs i've had in the last five years.  my mind hasn't burned so badly or run its gears as ragged since i became less-than-gainfully employed again ( Read more... )

i dream so inoften now.  perhaps it has to do with how little i sleep.  how little i sleep may have to do with the prescription amphetamines or with going to bed very drunk.  last night, though, i dreamt that several of my teeth were very loose.  i kept touching them to see how loose they were and was horrified at the prospect of losing permanent ( Read more... )

i am sixteen years old with 5 days to go until i'll never be denied entry to an r-rated film at any cinema lame enough to check on shit like that.  my mind swells with possibilities.  i've been seeing this girl a couple of years younger than me and earlier in the night we made out drunk at some nature center or park or something in the south park ( Read more... )