it's about damn timeWell, it's finally being proven that people with bipolar disorder have an impairment of good judgement and self-control. I want to just round up every single person who's ever told me that I need to control myself, and not fly off the handle...every person that didn't believe me when I said I was trying. "Don't blame this on ( Read more... )

I don't understand sometimes, why everyone seems to think that if I'm sad, that automatically gives them grounds to be mad at me. I start crying, and the reaction is never one of comfort, it's always, "UGH! YOU BITCH ( Read more... )

Well.

I've got to totally recreate my online info.

So, for those of you that want it, it's on a private post above this.

If you don't have an lj, you're not my friend, et cetera, post a comment, and if you're not a FUCKING PSYCHO we can work this out.

I doubt you're going to see this...you've always been so wrapped up in yourself that you never noticed me, or what I really felt ( Read more... )

I've been looking in the mirror for so long ( Read more... )

You're not the only one who's confused Patty, because I'm very confused here too. Did you really listen to the album 'Fallen'? I don't think so ( Read more... )

broken again i'm just so bitter ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Okay, the phone deal isn't so great right now. Josh has taken advantage of my break by being on like, 24/7. >_> So I don't even get MY time for the phone. Great huh ( Read more... )

I have made so many mistakes in my life...but I don't think I've regretted one as much as this.

( with pain i remember these memories )

from what i've gathered, there are three things that have shaped who i am today.

-my family
-my friends
-my huge lack of friends

thanks for that.