We reunited, if only by chance--if only for a twilight.

We laughed and smiled. "I'm falling in love with him all over again," she said.

We could have layed, but instead I just stayed. We talked.

I missed her. She had wished me back.

Then...

Smiles shattered, times stopped...

We lay apart. Miles apart. Unseen.

...I dreamt of her last night.

There's something inside that we need so much ( Read more... )

I was reading back a bit in my journal and I remembered something pretty significant that happened to me a few weeks ago. I was driving home, and, about three blocks away from my place, I saw a red haired girl on the back of a motorcycle. Now, Renate had a very unique shade of red hair; when I saw this girl, I jumped from my current thought onto a ( Read more... )

So, I logged on between classes and thought I'd post something about how much I hate my daily routine right now; you know, a little rant inspired by my coming down off the free coffee and energy drink I drank a few hours ago. Anyway, I went to write something, and it asked me if I wanted to restore an old draft. I was like, "Huh, what old draft? Of ( Read more... )

Why do so many songs have to be about love?

First class ticket to depression...

So, I saw a girl I haven't seen in over a year the other day, and, for the first time since I started dating Renate, I got the butterflies like crazy. I don't know if anything will come of it, but I think it's a big step for me, and it feels good.

Being a musician, is it ironic that I cast away my Muse? Ah, yes. It is painfully clear. How can something so sweet and stunningly beautiful have the power to inspire and destroy? Did I throw away a piece of myself or lose a piece acquired?

Good for life. Great for mind. Well being.

Innebriate me with thoughts of times lost. You've done your job ( Read more... )

Why can I not have a family who loves me as much as people to whom I'm not even related? Why can't I have the inspirational, supportive Father that I see everywhere else? I'm tired of his double standard, and I'm tired of the chain he's got around my neck. I've nearly cut off contact with him completely, yet he still finds a way to bring me down ( Read more... )

Moved. New Address, House Phone #

I'm moving to the lower Aurora area in Denver tomorrow. I'll be in town for a couple weeks more, but if you want to reach me, here's where I'll be at.

5250 Cherry Creek South Dr. Apt. 7C
Denver, CO 80246

My Cell is: 719-287-7196
My current home # is (will still work for like 3 weeks): 719-266-4072
My new Home ( Read more... )

The undulation of the waves, man. That's what life is, really. Who's to say that the road we follow doesn't have bumps; who's to assume that our path to freedom isn't straight and narrow. If the waves of life are not unlike the waves of sound, which history has proven are not, they undulate. Over time, man has proven how pathetic he is by his own ( Read more... )