-
Mouth guards....
So today, I'm walking through Wal-mart...the sporting section...don't ask, I was with a guy (rolls eyes), and I stumbled upon....duh duh duh...MOUTH GUARDS!! 97 cents. My brilliant idea is to wear them when I purge. Anybody tried this? I so don't want to fuck up my teeth any more than I already have. It's gotten to the point where I can like run my ( Read more... ) -
I swear...
this is the last one about my stupid non boyfriend boy. We had this messenger conversation today ( Read more... ) -
How the hell do you lose weight?
Like a normal person, I mean. This is coming from a chick who has dropped insane amounts of weight incredibly quickly ha ha, but I've been eating normally (for the most part) and keeping it down...not being a crazed bulimic psycho, and I've gone vegetarian, and the scale hasn't moved at all! I was expecting to lose some. What/How much should I be ( Read more... ) -
Starved (TV Show)
Hi. I'm wondering if anybody has the tv show "Starved" on burnt dvds/recored on tapes. It was on FX in 2005 for eight episodes. I'm not big on the trading thing, but I would be willing to buy this or either buy a dvd for you in exchange for this. Please let me know! Thanks :) -
Remember September
I just started a new community here :
community.livejournal.com/purgefree/
I am trying to make it through one month (starting today) purge free. I decided this after realizing that I hadn't got more than two days without purging in the past eight years. This scared me...and it made me sad, so I decided to give it a shot. Please join or post in the ( Read more... ) -
Sexual Healing...
Something is seriously wrong with me when it comes to sex. I had sex with my friend Tripp last night. In the middle of it, I got up and went to the bathroom and kicked him out. Later, I invited him back and we did it again. I don't know why I am doing this. I want them to not touch me or have sex with me...and when they do, I sort of hate them. I ( Read more... ) -
Siiigh
Before work. Feeling shitty, but my weight is 127.5. WOoHOO!!! I've been binging and purging like crazy. It just amazes me how your body only loses weight randomly. Sometimes, I'll b/p like this and GAIN. Maybe I'm just purging a LOT more than my body is used to. Hung out with Justin last night, but it was lame. He kept trying to make out with me, ( Read more... ) -
One hour till lunch....
God, I was so depressed yesterday. Justin didn't call. Maybe he thinks I'm weird. On AIM, I said to him: "I like you now, so you have to do the calling." He hasn't said anything to me since. Maybe I just came on too strong. Maybe he's been busy. I kind of get the feeling he's one of those guys you have to pursue, but if he REALLY liked me...wouldn' ( Read more... ) -
Must be cool....
I'm a little bit in like with J...who I guess we can refer to as Justin. We had a good time this weekend, and I slept in his bed with him last night. He didn't touch me...which is what I asked for, and it was just soo nice. I don't know...I'm all lovey dovey thinking about him, and I like somebody for the first time since abusive ex (not Matt). I ( Read more... )