So I got laid off and broke up with yet another boyfriend, ugh what ever, i can't even begin to describe how boring everything is right now.

 Wow, so it's been a long time since my last entry, a lot have changed since then. Unfortunately I don't have the inspiration to update things here, nor do I really wish to share my life events anymore... maybe I'll get rid of this journal as soon as I'm ready to let go off the past.

So the cottage trip is now organized, and is going to take place. At some points I thought that I was gonna drop the concept. But we all came through and this coming friday my b-day cottage trip is on. And this wed. I shall turn 20 :-D Massive drinking on the weekend. (Most of our money will go towards alcohol ( Read more... )

I think that today is one of the worst days of my life. As I come to realization that I'm not satisfied with my life, and that I'm not going to be anytime soon, I wish I could change something.

I want someone to know about my feelings and share them with me. Yet... it's not working out.

I think I'm gonna be on the quest again soon.

Fuck my life. ( Read more... )

Insomnia has been consuming my life. I hope I can get better sleep tonight. I fell asleep after 6 am, tossing and turning unable to get my thoughts in order ( Read more... )

So... As it has been said before my area is in fact very cracked out. Yesterday in the Humber River Park we witnessed something I have not yet seen in Canada ( Read more... )

So officially my goldfish is dead. The cause of death is either age, or insanity. I think more likely insanity. Who would survive living with me after all?

R.I.P Anechka

I'm still considering what to do with her dead body. To bury it or flush it like people do here. She's rather large to be flushed away, I think my toilet will get clustered. Maybe ( Read more... )

Многоточие - Дыши

Я, словно ноты, оторван от земли
поднятый к небу, отсюда вижу сны,
ты просто представляешь, одни красивые сны
а жизнь представить - это просто невозможные мечты,
она трудна и очень сложна, но разве так можно,
не зная, что с тобою будет дальше впереди,
заходить в тупики и унижаться
и как же просто дальше жить,и чтоб не огорчаться
нет, нет ( Read more... )

I'm getting another tattoo in 4 weeks, it's been decided. Yeah motherfuckers, black panther all the way.

Ушла любовь - завяли помидоры

Drastic measures

I have gone insane. Officially ( Read more... )