It has been a busy week for me. I worked 6am to 6pm on Tuesday, and then 6am to 2pm PLUS 11pm to 3am on Wednesday! Fun stuff, but I will get a big check next week, always good for paying bills. So I wish I could write what I really want to. I am not paranoid, and I am not crazy. I know this. But sometimes I feel like those people that I wish so ( Read more... )

So I have made some decisions about my life. I am going to work, where ever to pay off my debt. And I am going to just exist for a while. See the people that want to see me. I will be working midnights, so my days will be sleep and my afternoons will be my time to see people or spend the time that I need alone. I am going to eat every chance I get ( Read more... )

I am done with hiding everything. From everyone. I am done with hiding. I am done with being a secret. I am done with not being able to be myself. Completely myself. How can I find out what I need and do that, if I can't even be myself all the time. I am done with limiting who I am around people. Deal with seeing me, or don't see me at all. No more ( Read more... )

So on January 7, 2007 I broke a promise that I made to myself March of 2004. I promised myself that I would never live in my parents house again. In the last 2 months the following has happened, and I need to tell everything in order for everyone to understand what it took for me to break this promise. My husband Paul, cheated on me with Kari. Kari ( Read more... )

So.... Kate is finally single. That is so weird. HAHAHA.... LOL. I'm hyper so bear with me here. WOW... This is going to take some getting used to. And some self control to maintain the single status, because we all know I so often have a habit of just jumping into things! I'm too something to write more now...

Love for all who read this.

SO I am getting divorced. No more Paul for Kate, which is fine with me... Because he treats her the way he should have been treating me the whole time, but oh well. At least he is treating someone well. He is in love. And I am not going to stop love, even if it took away from what I thought I had, We had eachother for when we needed eachother. And ( Read more... )

So life has been fun lately. First we had no power for about a month. Then I cut off the end of my left index finger nail and some of the skin underneath. Then on friday when I got home from work, I was told that we had less than 2 hours to get anything that we wanted to keep out of the apartment. So I proceeded to stay awake for like 50 some odd ( Read more... )

I do believe that it is now over half way through 2006! Wow I haven't written in here in a long time, but then I haven't had a computer that I could just do what I wanted with for a long period of time. It is 3 days away from my 2 year anniversary!!! Sux though because we have to wait a bit due to sucky financial situation, before I get what Paul ( Read more... )

Well kids, I'm in Michigan and stuff... For good and stuff, well at least for a few years. You can probably get a hold of me through here or my mom's number hasn't changed, you can call them and get my number. I miss people! Its been a pretty hectic first week home. I have 4 kitties, and if anyone would like two kittens leave me a message here. ( Read more... )

Nobody seems to read my journal anymore, but that is okay. At some point I think I will explain a lot of things about me here just for that reason. I will be HOME in MICHIGAN in 4 days... Saturday November 19th 2005!!! I miss a lot of people... I am going to name them all now, in no particular order ( Read more... )