In February I ended my on again off again relationship with my ex. Last year I got a butcher knife on top of a family photo Christmas card. That was the cherry on top of the sundae of past 4 -years of my life. You won't get any immature ranting  from me but I will tell you that I have scars you can't see. I have been exposed to so many things that ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went with my family to see The Nutcracker. It was for my grandma's birthday. She was so happy when she found out we were taking her. She was telling me about being in the play when she was the age of 4.  It was an okay show but I like Spreckels Nutcracker better.  Afterward we went out for Chinese where I had octopus. I did not care for ( Read more... )

In the company of this embittered middle-aged man when he runs an idea by me.  He wants me to portray an ugly make-up masked killer in his short horror flick. I am nude wielding a massive weapon while mercilessly killing any and every undead creature in my path. The premise for the story is the humor in the ugliness of an anti-hero terror. Humor is ( Read more... )

I'm back home following a whirlwind European Tour (not really though, just another visit to stinky L.A.)   For my first evening in town  I went to a couple clubs, where I was reminded that I am a complete lightweight. On my way to venue number two my cab driver took me to a restaurant with the same name as my club destination. It was horribly funny ( Read more... )

 I was going down some stairs texting the other night and almost fell down and over the railing. One handed texting from now on.

My dad flew into SFO last week and I spent most of last weekend with him. Did I fail to mention that I'm in Northern California again?  There was visiting with my Great Aunt Wanda and my father's cousin Laurie. We also met local radio host David Kenly for dinner one night which was totally entertaining ( Read more... )

I had a late breakfast with Jadwiga today, then he left to have a  lunch with our friend Marit. She just recently moved and is having a house warming party. It's supposed to have a mystery theme, like Clue or something. I would like to go but I have an invite to visit Skywalker Ranch that weekend.  I'm getting excited just thinking about it. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm invited to two birthday parties, and a candle party, which I will probably bail on.

A drunk man once confided in me, that if he were a woman he'd be a lesbian.  As a narcissist I have come to the conclusion that if I were with a woman she will look just like me. She derives a power from towering over people in her heels.She thinks of her make- ( Read more... )

My last journal entry says that I'd keep my journal, just for fun. Shortly after I deleted everything. Yesterday I got a notice (http://ljmindmap.com/h.aspx?n=apehanger&i=whg2)  in my in-box  from LiVE Journal and found that my account is active again. You can only ( Read more... )

I don't ever log onto this and for some reason my account never expires.
I will keep it and use it for everything nonsensical.

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