...so this weekend was pretty fun. friday i went to tabs work and hung out at the bar with jamie and her friend, then tab, jamie, and i came back here and drank some champagne, then i went to vela with kimmay, rachael, dan, and dave. then i came home and passed out. saturday was basically uneventful as well, for the most part. woke up, ate, ( Read more... )

it seems as though its been forever since i updated this old thing ( Read more... )

"all i want are vows of silence now ( Read more... )

i can believe they'll come back
i have to believe they'll come back
because i have nothing else to believe in

ive lost hope

i used to be able to at least hide it before. hell, i hid it so well that even i could forget for awhile that it was there. but now nothing hides it from me. Everything just makes me see even more clearly what i already knew was true. I avoided it for too long now...ive avoided it my entire life ( Read more... )

as lucky as you.

...you all really dont understand how lucky you are.

it hurts.

...i wish i knew what it was like

from bowery to vela to random bars and apartments ( Read more... )

Well...so far its been an amazing trip back home. I've got to see some of the greatest friends a person can ask for, tried to watch a meteor shower with cara- but the clouds were against us that night (cara- i dont like burnt pizza, therefore i cant have kids, right? haha ( Read more... )