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tumblr post for when i get the login on computer or can possibly copy paste from phone
i want to start blogging again but new decade doing a different platform. many lifetimes, much time without writing online. a good half decade of paper journals, some dreams even included ( Read more... ) -
Alejandro revisited. lyrics still unfinished (2 verses+Bridge); have been done with him
You’d relapse forever for my therapy
I’m like a drug to you
Or so you think, you see
Like half the lies you never told to me
Because you knew my truth
Would shatter sanity
No matter how you try to spin your shit
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i feel like i'm doing life again
the past few weeks it seems like each day has been long for the most part. I guess it IS a shock to the system to get moving again on a routine after a few months of bein glost and starting to lose it a few months before that. Finally seem to have gotten weight/food somewhat more balanced to at least 2 a day meals and usaully a snack and drinks ( Read more... ) -
america makes crazy america; an update on Utopia
America punishes you for trying to be sane. Stockholm syndrome is our addiction to money, proof is all of our anxiety that we have when issues come up. Being poor is very stressful, being stressed and too poor to care for it keeps you stressed, so being poor helps keep you poor. Now if you didn't start out poor (your parents and grandparents we ( Read more... ) -
FUCK AMERICA, my manifesto. AKA why the hell i'm moving to France
We really should address all of the mental illnesses and cycle of abuse that are actually the real cause of the problems that we have as a society in America. Recidivism exists because we never treat the real cause of the behavior for which we punish people. We then train them to exist in a microcosm of fear and not what if it actually is, then ( Read more... ) -
strange dream
I was packing to leave for north carolina to meet Eric for when he returned from deployment. mom was supposed to do the trip with me, after we had stopped at grammy's. She had gone over to the neighbors with dad and they both had hit a bong and were really slow. I was all packed and ready to go, trying to load everything into my car. Had a ( Read more... ) -
morbid death, as if there's another form of it
what is the difference between "lethal" and "fatal"
what if your fate wasn't to die, but to survive death
so there's no such thing as a fate - tal weapon
unless it sucks at being a weapon
lethal means to die though
but the lesson here is that not everyone's fate is to die, beucase if it was, then we wouldn't have both words!!!! -
oh, & fuck you livejournal, for trying to look like facebook. jane would be have an identity crisis
if 4:20 is the 60's thing, then 3:11 is the 90's thing. cuz it's one and a half, like 9 = 1.5 times 6. alcohol is just as natural too ;-)
plus, the music matches, cuz 311 HAHA! now hey dad, and anyone else who grew up in the 60's/likes the music. Was there ever a band named 420 in the 60s that was super popular among the alternative crowd of the ( Read more... )
