Natalie imbruglia "all the roses ( Read more... )

I had this feeling very strongly with eric, and had twinges of the same feeling but alot fainter with matt.  i thought i had it with luis, but my head was not in a place to judge what it is.

high. had a super freakin deep talk with javier about soulmates. crazy how i could follow along and i feel like i want to write a paper on it

the levels of ( Read more... )

Some background: Matt is a friend of Nic's (ex-girlfriend i dated for 2 months and broke up with a few weeks ago).  Just last week  he had soemthing fall through with another girl, and in a few days realized he had feelings for me that something could be done about.  I was curious about him but didn't know if I was attracted enough to date; hanging ( Read more... )

we were on a trip, me with some widows, my family, and Lynn, denise and her sisters - even though I didn't see them ever, I knew they were with our group (in-laws).  Driving up to Pennsylvania, route 71 and 32 intersection except that you had to jump from the op of one down to the 32, like a T and the top of the 71 was a spinning wooden table that ( Read more... )

Today I am going to re-write my to-do list, make some priority changes, and really try to schedule out some goals. i've been saying the same things for a few months now but haven't really gotten anything started. this morning i worked a bit on my random list (downloading the last.fm and livejournal clients, and thinking about upcoming events ( ( Read more... )

I watched the videos, I made the comments, I ready the replies.  Still they come out of the woodwork, those who knew him and let me reach out.  Each new person I meet hears our story eventually; he will always be a part of me, and that must be important to anyone that expects me to stay around, to let me share what have experienced.  I have goals, ( Read more... )

overalls would be a rather transparent attempt at a costume on you. your skin is too soft and hair too dark to belong to the life of one who wears them. your profession might encourage cockiness, but the lisp keeps you grounded. I am intrigued but cautious for good reason; I am not certain that i can yet trust you, although more frightening is ( Read more... )

I am afraid that you have become yet another mistake of my trust. so much more complicated because of my vulnerability, and yet, reflecting on my healing process at the time, I now see how dysfunctional I was in certain capacities. for that I apologize; I know it was a strain on you but that you understood. that does not relieve me of remorse, ( Read more... )

took me a bit of looking, but I finally found this entry.  i knew i had written a blurb about this guy, named rob, and i'm pretty sure he was indian.  remembered that we had hung out in his room and watched "what dreams may come" but no clue what happened to the guy after 2nd semester.  THIS WAS BEFORE FACEBOOK, when I was a freshman at Rutgers in ( Read more... )

First I want to thank everyone at Penny Lane Karaoke for being there. I am so glad that I have a place to go and people who appreciate my presence. When I first started singing (about 6 years ago) I felt like doing karaoke was my escape, the few hours that I could look forward to each week and pretend to be someone who had talent and an ( Read more... )