hmmmm lets see... i am still depressed...still hating life.... havnt really done anything at all lately but work and watch tv...been watchin lots of tv.....other than that i am unfortunately still alive and well.... got my flu shot... no worries there... still having a hard time convincing myself to stay sober... gets harder all the time.... on the ( Read more... )

The Emperor-Will power & decision making.

( Read more... )

Macbeth- Guilty Conscience

( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

just checking in... gotta get ready for work in a bit..been pretty busy lately between work, working on the yard with my cousin, and the occasional time to hang out with friends. i am not home very much....yesterday i went to portage lakes with michele and the whole damn family, not just her six but her mom, dad, sister, husband, their kids, and ( Read more... )

well i had a slightly scarey moment last night...i had 2 cops come into my station askin me if i saw a tan suv or the young tall guy driving it sometime in the last 5-10 minutes...i told them i dont pay attention to every car in the lot... and was sorry i couldnt help them... then i find out that the guy they are looking for is wanted for ( Read more... )

well been puttin in like 50 hour weeks lately... got no time to do anything. our one employee is out with a stroke and there are 2 others that have vacations planned while she is still gonna be out so that leaves us screwed...yay... on the bright side i am saying screw all the bills and crap and i am going to cedar point in a little over a week... ( Read more... )

well lets see.. i wrote a long ass entry like a month ago... and i accidentally closed it out with out sending it... and well i wasnt gonna write the whole thing again...so i said screw it... lets see whats new.. not much..still workin at the citgo....still livin with the parents. they did get to buy the house, and re finance the cars thereby ( Read more... )

just checking in..... soo tired.. my last day off was last friday.. and tho i have tomorrow off i have maddie. adn man does she know how to wear ya out...lol.. but the pay will be nice.. put in 50 hours this week and will be putting in 50 next week. aparantly i am in high demand.. i have two different stores that ask specifically for me when they ( Read more... )

well lets see i got maddie last saturday and michele was having a party at chuckee cheese. so we went there she had a blast.. after that we brought a few of the other kids back to the house so she would have someone to play with... so i had 5 kids running around the house.. it was crazy.. maddie had an awesome time and the next weekend i get her we ( Read more... )