i dont know what you want from me ( Read more... )

i am beginning to understand emotional rollercoaster

they are strange

am i being tested?

i dont really know how to descreibe how i feel right now. but honestly i think it may be some sort of jealousy. i rememeber this never used to bother me. maybe it did, but i wasnt as deep in it as i am now. there is no turning back at this point. but i dont want to. i like where i am. or was if anything has changed which i think it has. or maybe im ( Read more... )

PLAIN ( Read more... )

i dont like to talk about things
becuase people dont listen
they are diconnected
i feel disconnected
with people i am supposed to be close with
but they dont care
about me
or wut im saying
or how i feel
they care about themselves
fuck it
im sunk

311 is my soul

ok ( Read more... )

its just shitty
it doesnt make sense

this week has been good and bad. inside of me its bad ive been sad a lot ( Read more... )

wow been a long time with this thing. its kind of old and boring now but wut the hell. so xmas and new years had been fucking awesome. people in california are awesome. ocotilla wells was mmmm good. i got a sweater that i love. but i missed charlotte oh so much. and sitting on that goddamn plane alone for like 10 hours total really got me thinking ( Read more... )