ate 5 raviolies, cold, over cooked, they were nasty and i managed to finnish half of them before i realised what i was doing. ( eff ( Read more... )

ugh went to red robin to day and basicly ate 1000 calories in one setting (craaaap ( Read more... )

feeling alright thismorning i guess. its one week till my 18th birthday and i dont know if i'll get down to 149 by then but i'm trying. i cant get past 158 right now.. fml ( Read more... )

 AM -
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs
[] participating in a fast

PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat ( Read more... )

decided i might start posting stuff on here... might as well i suppose.

CW: 161.6
HW: 198.
LW:143
GW1:150
GW2:140
GW3:130
UGW:100

Hopefully I'll be able to get down there by may...cause its my senior year and I want every one to remember me as thin not some fat cow.

Ick ( Read more... )

Renaissance festival just ended. and so alot of drama is over ( Read more... )

Every time i breath deep my skin prickles. its an odd feeling ( Read more... )

good day world or whats left.

Life is like a box of bertie botts he

You never know what youll find

there are the good ones and the bad ones.

only to hope for the sweet marshmellow.

I know that most of teh time life seems like a big box of ear wax.  Life stinks we hardly ever get our way only for the reason that it can make us stronger.

I'm splended as ( Read more... )

So.. teh geek fest has arived. Yeah Well My computer is fixed. Yaya and boo ( Read more... )