I am so happy right now. I need to sing…I got it ( Read more... )

I forgot myself. Forgetting…forgetting I’ve been told is not having till the words are right. So, I guess the words have found me. But do I speak them? Or keep them? Do I give into fear? Or walk facing it, letting it pass through me ( Read more... )

Birthday 29th ( Read more... )

Death, destruction, and return to nothingness ( Read more... )

In the hours since I last updated…my dreams have died. My hopes, fantasies, aspirations…gone. They lay at my feet as I run the tips of my fingers though the dust of what kept me going…it seems that I cant make anyone happy anymore. My influence of others is the only thing that I felt I had any real control over. My life, my being is no more than a ( Read more... )

I’d never think I’d say that I would be glad to be an overweight unattractive male that no girl in her right mind would be interested in ( Read more... )

I think I’ve spent enough time in the dark, there’s no point in living if you cant feel alive. So, yeah, I’ve got some problems, but who doesn’t? I’m tired of being conceded and arrogant (Some of my best traits if I do say so myself) yes, I’m a jerk. I’ve admitted it, so were moving on.

For a while there, I couldn’t really figure out what my ( Read more... )

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If you don’t want to hear me bitch about shit that frustrates me, then leave. I know many more interesting people than myself that you can keep tabs on ( Read more... )