At Billys wake I put his Sgt. Monkeywrench monkey into his arms before they closed his casket. Gods I wanted to fall to the floor and cry my eyes out...So yesterday I went to Lake Side Mall and made a new Monkey, Sgt. Monkeywrench II. Its just like the first one but its dressed in clothing that Billy would have worn at home, and he even has ( Read more... )

For the past couple of weeks my family and I have been cleaning our house for the funeral. We got new furniture for the living room and for mom and dads room. I had to help dad and Michelle move in the new couch pit and I through out my back again. Talk about fun. We laid Billy to rest on Thursday. Elvis finally cried for the first time for ( Read more... )

Tonight after watching Kill Bill V.1 my uncle Jack started talking to me about how Billy was a great man and then he started to get strange. He said he had been talking to God and how it would be great if God would resurrect Billy so people would convert to Jesus and use Billy as a holey symbol. Only if we prayed and asked god humbly would he be ( Read more... )

I wish to see another world where there is no violence

where there is no hunger or sadness

but such a world only lives in fairy tails

Then I shall live in a dream

let me lay awhile

let me stay awhile

Let me sleep my days away

No blood is spilt

no cry of pain

no beggars beg

no flowers wilt

peace is within reach

but only in my dreams

Life is ( Read more... )

Well I didn't cry today...some friends of my mom said that they saw a story on the news about Billy...so its started...journalists have started to call the house now. Its like blood in the ocean to sharks. As soon as they smell it they come a running. They tried to dig out of my dad how Billy died. We don't know everything about it but hopefuly ( Read more... )

     Today at about 9:10 am, I awoke not of my own volition but by the murmered vooices in my living room. Something was wrong, I knew it with every fiber of my being, something was wrong. I got dressed as fast as I could and walked out of my room and down the L shaped hallway and stoped at the hallway entrence to find my mother and father sitting ( Read more... )

Ok I started school back at UNO this week. and I’m taking six classed MWF. My first class is Drama, then Astronomy, Chorus, Acord, Algebra, then English.  I finally joined the school choir and I get to sing again!  At first I was nervous but after I talked to Dr. Wallis and he made me feel better.  Singing is like riding a bike, and the first song ( Read more... )

     I had on of the bests birthdays this year!  Most of it was celebrated on my moms birthday on the 16.  My family went to Covington and ate at Applebees. Then we looked at the Booksamillon.  I know…I was like a pig in slop drifting from one bookcase to another, hungrily looking from one book to another.  They were calling to me to take them home ( Read more... )

Today is My Birthday!!! I am now 22 years old...what do I do now??? LOL

I am a Terry Pratchett loving fool.  I got another Pratcheet book yesterday The Wee Free Men.  Its about a young witch-to-be named Tiffany Aching who defends her home against the monsters of Fairyland. She gets help from the local Nac Mac Feegle-aka the Wee Free Men-a clan of fierce, sheep-stealing, sword-wielding, six-inch-high blue men.  It looks ( Read more... )