I'm going back to work in 2 or 3 weeks & I'm nervous about it. I've been away from the bakery department for 6 months now & I feel more dumb now than before I left. I hope everything works out okay. There's nothing to eat at home, I need to buy groceries. I started smoking again. I'm not too proud of it either. I bought a pack on Thursday night & ( Read more... )

Since I've last written Christmas happened & it was tiring to say the least. We shipped Grace to her grandparents in Cumberland & we were there most of the day then we came here to the Attleboro grandparents. Phil & I recieved a few gifts & so did Grace we had a good day but we were so damn tired. New Year's Eve my mom stayed with the baby & Phil ( Read more... )

Oh my gawd why can't I add my kid to my insurance without so much hassle? I tried last week I'm not sure if I actually did it I'm trying again now but the website is down motherfucker. I have a SSN for her now, she's a citizen! I wish I had a computer at home so I could check back tomorrow & see if the site is up. I'm running out of time to add her ( Read more... )

And nothing has ever made me feel weirder ( Read more... )

2 days away from my due date & still no butterball. That's what I've been calling her lately. My Thanksgiving plan is to have dinner with the in-laws everything but the turkey & then come over here for dessert or whatever, that is if I'm not at the hospital in excruciating pain yet. I don't know why but it's really damn hard to get the 401k money ( Read more... )

Going on 39 weeks after this weekend & still looking like I have a beach ball attached to me. This is my first week of leave & I'm already bored even though I still have a pile of thank you notes to bang out. Ugh. I saw the Borat movie Tuesday night & it was pretty fucking hilarious. Danny burned me a copy of the new Sparta disc & I dig it I like ( Read more... )

The baby shower was good but it did freak me out as predicted. I've decided that next week will be my last full workweek since I'm getting dangerously close to full term, not to mention more tired. I can't breathe too well either, lately it's all about shortness of breath & heartburn. I can't wait to sleep more & get caught up on must-do's like ( Read more... )

I'm entering the last month of pregnancy with apprehension. I cried a lot this week because I'm so scared of being a mother. I think it's harder for me because I wasn't planning on this. It all just fell into my lap or uterus to get technical. I'm scared I'll make too many mistakes, I won't be able to relax & let her sleep because I'm afraid of her ( Read more... )

Got the blahs tonight. I still cry at the most weirdest things. Like Phil & I need to open up joint savings & checking accounts so we can pool our money together & finally put all of our wedding money away so we can free the senders from the worry of having all their checks still pending transactions. This means we will have to both close our ( Read more... )

Well I'm gonna tell it to you anyway. Everything went off without a hitch. Frankly, Phil & I felt a little guilty, all we had to do was show up everything was done for us. It was such a beautiful day outside & the ceremony was short & sweet. As I was reciting my part of the vows I thought I was gonna lose it, I had tears in my eyes. Kayla & Tom, ( Read more... )