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Does she really know?
Longing to hold her to me again, I often wonder, does she really know? Does she really know how much I miss her? Does she know that every night I cry myself to sleep because I miss the feel of her snuggling into me at night? Does she know that I miss the songs I used to sing to just her? Does she get tucked in every night with the same amount of ( Read more... ) -
Sadness overtaketh me.
It is here in the darkness that I fear my own thoughts. I fear even the thought of trying to rest my head on the pillow. As long as I'm awake, I can do other things to occupy my mind. But when I find myself sleeping into the slumber, the nightmare continues. I miss my daughter more than anyone can know. It feels as if there is something squeezing ( Read more... ) -
I've been thinking about something.
So, I've been thinking lately that I want to start sending care packages to the troops overseas. While I may not be a supporter of the war, I support the troops over there 100%. They are our men and women that are losing not only their lives, but precious time with their loved ones. Every man over there is someone's father, son, brother, or friend ( Read more... ) -
Stand in the Rain
My birthday is Thursday. And as much as I should be looking forward to it, I'm not. Matt just found out yesterday that his dad has two weeks at the most to live. He has had several strokes over the past year and one of them effected his ability to swallow. So last year they put in a feeding tube. A few days ago, he decided he wanted it out. So they ( Read more... ) -
Another year goes by...
So, this has been a particularly hard week for me. Tuesday was the one year anniversary of JJ’s death and Thursday was the two year anniversary of my grandmother’s death. Not to mention my birthday is next week and I never really expect much on that day. So, let’s just say that Paxil can only numb so much of the pain before it overflows. I’m a ( Read more... ) -
93.3 the Planet has the best prizes!
So, I’m not typically someone that wins a lot of things. But when I do, it’s the best stuff ever. I won what I believe to be one of the best prizes in the world through 93.3 the Planet. I had a chance to sit in an hour long Q and A with two music execs from two different record labels. Not only was it an honor to be included in this session, but it ( Read more... ) -
Let the rain pour down on me...
You know the old saying that when it rains it pours? Well, I'm in the middle of a fucking storm cloud. On Tuesday night I got the news the my great uncle had cancer. And it's terminal. It's already spread to his lungs, pancreas(sp?), liver, and bones. He was supposed to undergo extensive chemo this week. Instead, I got a call Wednesday morning, not ( Read more... ) -
Need a favor from friends!
So, I'm looking to find some new things. I would love it if each of you could leave a message or comment recommending me the following ( Read more... ) -
Been too long....
Wow. I know it's been almost forever since I posted on here, but I needed to get some thoughts out of my head. And for once, they're actually good ones! Yay! Anywho...moving on the to rambling ( Read more... )