So, I've come to the conclusion that I have been raised in such a way to my advantage in that I'm ridiculously well mannered... and you might think that's a compliment to myself or something but I find it..interesting actually. Like.. Even if I'm having a bad day...I can't be rude to someone waiting on me or anything like that..you really have to ( Read more... )

Someday.....is not a day of the week. But yet, someday is all I can think about EVERYDAY of the week.. I just want to get on with life... I am so relieved I am going back to Plattsburgh because when I get there at least I know I'm NOT from there...but I'm finding who I am inside by being there. I'm learning slowly to love myself more and more ( Read more... )

recap of a fun vacation ( Read more... )

I've forgotten how therapudic it always has been to write my feelings down in the past..I will do this way more often in my LJ now.
I know I have some readers out there that miss me! hehe.

So....things have been rather borring as of late. I really miss Plattsburgh... It's my own fault for getting bored around here though...I've become quite discontent and disappointed with the way even the smallest things have been turning out around here...and well...again that is my own fault ( Read more... )

"Omg darcy .... How have you been ..... Its me dean .I met you at carousel mall in 2003 . i havent talked to you since i was in syracuse like 3 years ago .. Do you remember me ? Well i hope you are doing well .. You look absolutely stunning .. i love your pics... i think about you all the time ... and im glad to see your doing good... i just came ( Read more... )

is it wrong of me to say how much I LOVE the fact that my life seems to be going a hell of alot better for me than many jackasses who've always done wrong by me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't understand myself. Like, in general I FEEL happy, therefore I am decieved to be.... Don't get me wrong, I love that I feel happy most days, I love looking at my life in a positive way....but sometimes, it's as though those barriers that keep me happy....disappear and I'm left with everything else that makes life seem so grim... I ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been so friggin sick!!!! As soon as Mark, Gerard and Darren arrived we had pizza waiting and tons of beer and liquor. They hopped on the alcohol train faster than the food one....of course. Started the weekend off with the bang....and then headed over to harrass Eric at Tabu. They were really drunk and I was of no exception..lol ( Read more... )

So while I should probably warn you from the start that I'm not in the most stellar mood...I'm quite relaxed ( Read more... )