The drugs aren't helping any more, I hate that he even breaths ( Read more... )

I guess divorce is eminet (I hate that this thing doesn't have a spell check) he's choosing to drink while hunting and then lying about it.  I knew he would but somehow, having it shoved in my face, made it so real ( Read more... )

Things are getting better, but it's slow progress ( Read more... )

I don't know how much long I can take this.  This is all ridiculous, is says in on the UT court website that: 
Utah Code

Title 77

Utah Code of Criminal Procedure

Chapter 7

Arrest, by Whom, and How Made

Section 3

By private persons.

77-7-3.   By private persons.
     A private person may arrest another:
     (1) For a public offense committed or ( Read more... )

the Cops are throwing the book at Tony, 2 felony counts, and 3 misdemeanors.  I know it was a stupid thing, but they're making up lies and charging him with them.  I'm scared and tired of this crap.  I hate it here in UT, but this is where all my kid's families are.  I don't much feel like going to church, I think, Tony thinks, it will help the ( Read more... )

I though I would take a stab at the chronological order of events in my life, so this one will change ( Read more... )

I'm starting to loose a lot of respect for Tony.  What have we taught our kids all their lives....NEVER involve the cops.  Here we stand in the cross hairs of the cops.  Because one Tony was stupid enough to take a gun, two fire it at Indian kids, and three call the cops.  I'm so mad but I can't express it, because he knows how stupid it was, or he ( Read more... )

The pills the doctor gave me, put me to sleep for about 36 hours.  Today, I'm back to "normal", before the drugs.  But I missed an important meeting ( Read more... )

I've needed to go the RV Park for a while, I finally made myself go.   Now I feel like I've been working like a dog for a week and I just now got a brake.   All I did was drive to Jensen, and talk a while and go home.  Tomorrow's my doctor appointment, I'm scared and excited at the same time.   What if she can't find anything wrong?  What if it's ( Read more... )

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