Ya so heres a real update...so i was reading my past entries and i realized that nobody did the survey thingy about me..o well..anyway..im kinda stressed out and i dont know whats going on anymore..i feel like i cant do a single damn thing right by anyone..not even you anna..i think maybe i just need a little down time or sumthin..im going to take ( Read more... )

Hey all...i got this from christines post...enjoy ( Read more... )

Tell me what you would do then put it on yours ( Read more... )

ya so i feel kinda bad..i feel like lately ive been a bit of an ass to people..and according to anna and christine its true..im sorry guys-its just that sometimes i dont know what to think about certain situations and so i dont know what to do either..and its hard for me to act like myself in those situations..and on top of that, lately i have been ( Read more... )

so..i cant really tell you how i feel right now..EVERYTHING i always wanted to forget is suddenly coming back to me tenfold..my therapist says that it is a natural part of my closure and that he expected it..he seems to think that this is the end of it..god i hope so...cuz i KNOW that i wont be able to take this for very long..im trying to put ( Read more... )

hey...jus lil me here wonderin what everyone else is doin right now...im imagining it like a movie-like it flashes to each person and theyre all wonderin what the other people are doin...(kinda like a sentimental thing) ..plus today ive been thinkin about all the mistakes ive made in my life...i dont want to make those mistakes again..especially ( Read more... )

...feeling kinda strange at the present time...maybe im just tired..ive been thinkin a lot today tho..i think im just in a horrible mood..i dunno whats wrong with me but i dont feel good..tomorrow couldnt come soon enough..anyway, i was supposed to have lab today at 10:00 but the lab room is full of another class..so she moved it back to 11:00 so ( Read more... )

ya so i was already in a kind of surreal mood and was gonna post but was putting it off until later...but then while i was thinkin of the song, totally and completely randomly, iris starts playing on someone elses computer and that just put me over the mark...i miss you babe and i cant wait to see you..neway i jus got done workin out as usual..this ( Read more... )

ya so i just got done workin out..im hungry and sore..and i wanna be somewhere else at the moment..im so lookin forward to this weekend..class has been really really boring simply because the chapters that were going over now are the same ones that ive already gone over and have already aced the tests..but i have been meeting some interesting ( Read more... )

so..im back here at the beautiful yet somehow life-sucking-out-of-me hocking college..everything seems to be kosher so far but somethings gotta go wrong cuz its going way too good..on a lighter note-pfft-im trying to find a job here at the school so i can make a bit of cash on the side..i dont think im going to tell my parents about it tho so i can ( Read more... )