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Pregnancy, Wobbles and Miscarriages
So, I'm pregnant. Big pregnant in the sense that I have six weeks to go, just over, and I've hit the point where I'm fed up of it and just want to have the baby. Everyone hits this point at some stage or another. It's not unheard of. I also know that a lot of women absolutely adore being pregnant. I don't. I'll do it again because I want a big ( Read more... ) -
Merlin 4x12
So I don't normally put up post episode thoughts and comments. Mostly because I'm too damn lazy and partly because much of what I'm going to say has already been said by many people by the time I get to it. This time though I have to say something because after last week's episode I'm a little disappointed with how this one turned out. There were ( Read more... ) -
Screw Sera Gamble!
You know what, I love Supernatural, I always have done. What I cannot add to the end of that is the phrase "I always will love it". Certainly the first five seasons will probably be watched on endless repeating loops for the rest of my life and I've got five conventions under my belt as a testimony to my love of the show. Sure I haven't loved ( Read more... ) -
Two more weeks!!!
Got two more weeks off. I feel better knowing that I have a little bit more time to get my head back together. This also means that I'm going to have to tell my dad that I've been signed off. I haven't told him because he's been working abroad, now that he's back tomorrow it's going to be absolutely necessary that I tell him ( Read more... ) -
And back to the doctors I go!
Tomorrow I'm going back to the doctor. It's my follow up after my total meltdown two weeks ago. This should not be much of an issue, but for the fact that I had another one yesterday at the thought of going back to work. Not just a small moment/hour or reluctance about it, but a proper crying, shaking and terrified moment where the enormity of ( Read more... ) -
Well, now I know
I did it. I went to the doctor this morning and asked for help. The only thing that usually gets me through the door of the local health centre is if I'm worried enough about myself that I can't go on unless I sort myself out ( Read more... ) -
What the hell is wrong with me??
For the last three days all I have done is cry. It's nothing new for me to feel weepy. I go through stages of it all the time and sometimes I give in, others I don't. Most often I just work through it and I'm a little fragile and crabby at work but that's fine because when I get home I have a big cup of tea, a chocolate bar and a good cry. Except ( Read more... ) -
WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY???
What the HELL????? CW just postponed Supernatural in an attempt to up the number of people watching Vampire Diaries. HOW does that make sense??? Why does that make sense???? I don't even.... I have no words. I've been completely deprived of my favourite show in the universe for weeks and at the last minute they tell us that they're postponing ( Read more... ) -
Something that's nothing
Ok, so I'm probably over reacting and if I am I'll apologise to anyone who reads this at a later date when I have an answer. As it is, I'm worried and little bit scared. About three months ago I found a lump on my back. Not a large one. Actually it was rather small and I decided to ignore it as nothing to concern myself about. A week ago I went to ( Read more... ) -
Family Drama!
Everybody has it at some point or another, the larger the family unit the more likely and more regularly it will occur: Family Dramas ( Read more... )