For 35 weeks I have written nothing here. No one questioned it. I just wanted to prove that if I went away for 35 weeks no one would care or notice.

I did not post yesterday out of protest. I have not yet decided what I am protesting but I know it is something cool ( Read more... )

Future Homes

Okay so here I am, bright and early, wondering if today will be a brand new type of day.  Will the 900 days of depression end?  Maybe.  Who knows, maybe today I will find a new and exciting hobby, like stamp collecting or Dungeons & Dragons© or goat herding.  Or maybe I will meet some new and interesting people like the Reverand Al Sharpton, ( Read more... )

Okay I know I suck. I have not posted in over a week. But I can't blame myself. I mean I am sure that it is because the world is crashing down all around me. After recieving many dirty looks from Kelly regarding my lack of posting I hid in the bathroom for 15 minutes. I will admit that it was the women's room, but I swear I was just hiding... not ( Read more... )

You guys don't really care anyway.

I have not written lately either, so I will help people catch up with my life...  even though I am well aware that no one cares.

Friday:  Work
Worked and ran some errands...  alone

Saturday:  Went to NJ
Headed to NJ to the conference, ate liver...  was depressed

Sunday:  Soccer and house cleaning
Played soccer and tied 2-2 even though I played on a ( Read more... )

So after the utter joy of yesterday's pirate-ness today just just Tuesday. What a bite this is. Here I am back sitting at my desk working. Please keep in mind I work at home. My dog won't speak to me today. I have had to go to the bathroom for 30 minutes now (but am too lazy to get up) and we are out of coffee. I think that I am just going to ( Read more... )

In a strange turn of events, today I am really excited. It is talk like a pirate day. I have been sitting here researching pirate links and in my head muttering "Yarrg" over and over again. Seems that in 1995 two guys playing raquet ball made what has always been a large part of my life into a holiday. I have always enjoyed randy references to ( Read more... )

I just realized that I am not listed as one of Heather's friends. Nothing like some exclusion to kick you in the pants.

But I have to say I think I am becoming a little obsessed with my journal. Finally I have someplace to write down my secret hopes and dreams.