Well, its not cancer.

Thank God.

Its still not GREAT but ya know, I guess anything is better than cancer, right?

In less than an hour is my dr's appointment. I can't tell you how stressed and nervous I am- I didn't sleep much last night, my stomach's upset and I'm shaking. I'm hoping for the best, but even the "best" doesn't sound very good right now either. Ugh.

At least I won't have to worry anymore soon!

So these past few days have been nothing but distractions upon distractions, trying to keep my mind from what seems like my impending doom. To say I am nervous would be far from the truth- I'm more just freaked out, stressed, and downright a mess. But, I've been using these little distractions to keep me going from thing to thing, so the only time ( Read more... )

Yesterday I freaked out. Ugh. I hate freaking out and being all... emotional. Emotions are great don't get me wrong, I just hate an over-abundance of them, which unfortunately I've been having ( Read more... )

I haven't posted a thing in over two months, since the past two months I've been sick. First it was the inability to keep any food down, then after medications its been other problems. Pain, discomfort, etc and so forth. 2 weeks ago the doctors called and said they had found my last pap smear to be abnormal. Why it took them so long I still am ( Read more... )

So on Friday I started taking new thyroid meds and man oh MAN are they messing with me. Seriously, I just can't eat without feeling/being sick. Blech.

Oh well, prolly worth it in the long run!

So last night, I decided to check out GTA. I figure, it looks like fun, I had a decent amount of fun playing Vice City, so might as well. That, and I really want to play online with all my friends from work. Well, apparently I can't play it for two reasons ( Read more... )

Here are some lyrics that I just can't get out of my head the past few days:

If I Fell- The Beatles

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me ( Read more... )

So.

I know I just met this dood Wednesday. But damn, I'm so all about him. Which I'm trying to keep on the down-low since I TOLD myself after the last annoying relationship ended I would take my time, but I wasn't even LOOKING for anyone and he showed up. Seriously tho, he is Amazing.

Friday night he was here from 9pm till 4:30 am.

Saturday he was ( Read more... )

My cheeks still hurt because I've been smiling and laughing so much. :D

Its a good thing.