This is so accurate, it's scary.



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As soon as he has people to hang out with, he treats me like shit all over again. I'm tired of it. He just needs someone to push around, and I was the perfect target. I just rolled over and took it, then came back for more. Well not anymore. I should've done this a long time ago. If anyone else wants to hate me for this, fine. But I'm not going to ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. Jason and I hung out with Sarah and Ryan. That was cool. Ryan taught us a bit of amtgard. We're thinking about doing that on Sundays. Today we're gonna be helping Ren move. I've been given the task of drawing pics of the different races for the various games played on Sunday. Should be interesting to see how they turn out.

I know she's not my girlfriend anymore. I know I've pretty much decided it would be best if it stayed that way. But... I still miss her. Nothing's the same without her. Even Atlantia's changed, and not necessarily for the better. The only thing that's keeping her from turning into a heartless bitch is Draco. And he couldn't have come at a better ( Read more... )

...for now. Hopefully Jason will quit his job soon, and get a better one. Big O is making both our lives hell. I don't know if I'll be able to deal with Jason coming home pissed again.

Boredom... I need something to do. Hopefully Nichole will still be trying to work on her resume` so I don't have to do work next period. I want to keep working on ( Read more... )

I hate school, I hate living with my family, and hate my fiance's job, I hate his parents, I hate dealing with him when he's pissed off, I hate dealing with him when he's questioning how I feel about him.

He doesn't trust me. He doesn't believe me. I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do. I try so hard to sow him how much I love him, then he ( Read more... )

"If there's anything more important than my ego on this ship, I want it caught and shot immediately ( Read more... )

I'm about ready to destroy something. I've started trying to put together the literary magazine our journalism class to putting out at the end of the year. I'm getting very stressed. It seems almost impossible to format the damned thing the way I want it. And we have almost all poems. We've oly gotten two short stories, one of which is mine, and ( Read more... )

We have assigned computers in my computer class. Today someone was at my computer during our 15 minute break. I told her that it was my assigned computer during class. She got off, and I got on. A few minutes later, one of her friends sat down at the computer next to me and started bitching at me about kicking her friend off. I wanted to deck her. ( Read more... )

It's impossible to talk to Jason about anything. He always gets upset and shuts everyone out. How the hell am I supposed to change anything if I can't talk to him? I try, really I do. But he won't talk to me. I don't even know if he listens to me half the time.

And then, when I try to cheer him up again, he refuses to be happy. Even after I get him ( Read more... )