currently featuringpeople: i fight everyone! be there or you don't get to fight me ( Read more... )

my motor skills have matured late
quite late....

do you realize
that what happened to me along my way
in my story
was that i cared for the world.
and then later, i stopped caring about
anything at all.

when you start living
when you
when you
oh man

when you start living
oh ../
when you start living
start
to live
when you start living

ther eis a whole box here
a whole life
pieces
picture
memoeris
there is this whole thing
and when you start living

quit your gaping you see it too.

ok folks ( Read more... )

overwhelming really. when you really open up the world.. whey you really open it and see all the possibilities... it's too much. it really is.

fear is really your worst enemy ( Read more... )

i get this feeling like i'm going to lead all my friends into a life that is fulfilling and whole and true, that i've got the key to the door, that i could set up the structures myself from scratch, that i could create this new world where we could get onto the things that really matter... when i say i want to change the world i really mean it and ( Read more... )

i build and build. and then i walk away, i leave it there. for you i guess, to pick up if you want to, if you find it burning in your heart as well. but i leave it there, and it's not because it's a gift. it's because it has become a burden, because of pain and because i hate myself. i have built, helped build, something external to myself, ( Read more... )