lately i don't really feel like i trust anyone anymore. it's an awefull feeling. i have this feeling like everyone is just out for themselves and their own interests. the whole word really is about manipulation isn't it. you're nice to someone because you want something, you let other people take your risks for you ( Read more... )

really, it was pretty dumb of me not to get the internet in detroit right off. i don't know, money has been really tight and i kept putting it off, especially shying away from paying for the phone line AND dsl, when i already have the cell phone. of course, being able to talk without watching my minutes before 9pm is a plus. it is very strange ( Read more... )

i ate no breakfast, brought no lunch to work today, and i was very tired. on my lunch hour, i went out to try to find food, and i noticed something i hadn't noticed before. coffee $0.35 at the counter, $0.50 to go. 2 ice cream stores within a half mile, not diary queens or chains at all but independents. a pizza store, not a dominos or a little ( Read more... )

mutek festical - a different kind of music fest.a musician's music festival. highly recommended ( Read more... )

i try to create these fragile things... they are valuable things in my eyes, seeds of different tomorrows. . but they are in their beginnings fragile, easily destroyed. i thought they would be valuable in your eyes too, i thought we would all work together.

there must be something appropriate to say. something sensitive. but i am overcome by a seeping anger, a deep sickness. there are dark times again. i hope you won't think i don't understand. it's makes me sick the way people are, it makes me sick the way life can be. it makes me sick to put my friends in the house of the dead. it makes me ( Read more... )

i want to see you all there

email me for directions is you need them, or for printed flyers if you'd like them.

there is a war on, and i think one of the most common excuses people have for sqeulching their outrage about this, or any other important matter, is to talk about how they just don't have the time to plan any kind of meaningfull resistance. what i want to clarify is: this is no excuse. i hear myself saying it to, and it disgusts me. because this ( Read more... )

at the lost films festival (traveling selection of non commercial films). .. they show a short documentary on burning man, and my heart is filled with such a fist of tangled emotions, and a rising anger - i want to punch someone in the face. one because i don't want to see these images mediated back to me ont he screen.. and i can't find the words ( Read more... )

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