its not even funny how intentionally rude i've been towards my parents ( Read more... )

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its funny how hard it is to start updating again. especially after so long of unlavishly tip toeing about every subject and still leaving out so much a part it's crazy i hven't cracked in insanity with all this shut up inside me. but im okay, right? yes, i hate to get into this emotional aspect. as what is it? how do i explain it? i feel like i ( Read more... )

[color=magenta][size=2][b][font=comicsansms]got through my first day back to school. it wasn't nearly as bad as i had thought it would be. just hard-getting back into things and being so exhausted ( Read more... )

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You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

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lol, last night was mass fun (*giggles*, i'm trying to write like my Caela Sis whom i so much adore! "mass". hehe, she always uses that word. damn, if only i could pull it off like she does!) anyway, hehe, yes, it was awesome. Sarah just got her drivers liscense on tuesday (FINALLY! FREEDOM FROM OUR PARENTS! TALK ABOUT EXCITING). after ( Read more... )

i'm thinking shit, i told her. i don't know HOW. or WHY. we were in the car, driving, we'd just been talking about friends, and last year. and how neither of us were happy. and she mentions it..."did you ever...you know...ever think about...ending it all ( Read more... )

i need to sort my thoughts out. i don'tknow how else to do so other than just write and ramble and let it all out even if it sounds stupid or doesn't make sense. yesterday ballet sucked. sucked as in no, i could NOT dance for shit, i was so mad, i couldn't do anything. i KNOW i'm behind...with spraining my ankle almost two years ago...taking ( Read more... )

i can't explain it. him. how perfect. how i don't understand. how we talk and my whole world is speechless and perfect and okay. so okay. so close...so much to want. i don't know...it's impossible to explain. i can't even begin to try. i just know how much i can't stop thinking about him..

space between, cupped carefully, cupped because she's so afraid to let this break ( Read more... )