This weekend will be the first time I have felt what it's like to get away
since my grandmother was diagnosed of cancer a year ago.

this will be the hardest time of year, though.
I miss you.
Something as petty as a Christmas tree can bring about more than I can feel.

edit.

Maybe I'm just a terrible person, but I am so, so tired of some people's lack of ( Read more... )

I made a note in my phone to write something
but I can't remember what it was going to be about.

Why is it that
the things we hide from people
are the things we want them to know the most?
Why do we have to hide things from each other?
It's as if human beings have conditioned each other to be afraid of acknowledging that we care.

I'm just...
too numb to ( Read more... )

What are you supposed to do when the one person you want to help more than anyone
tells you that you make it worse?
I have been told many unpleasant things in my life,
but few that bothered me as much as this does.
sigh.
I can't even say I'm sorry.

These things are not best seen on myspace, so I'm putting these entries in here so that I can't forget them ( Read more... )

There are times when you just don't want to get out of bed ( Read more... )

Today in psychology we watched experiments being conducted on the principle of people following authority figures orders, regardless of the physical or emotional consequences, even on someone other than themselves.
These fucking idiots a couple years ago at a McDonald's had a girl undress and spanked because a guy claiming to be a cop told them to ( Read more... )

So I'm super duper terrifically happy, but also kind of terrified ( Read more... )

This is so old. 
I need something new. 
Were you really that surprised? You already said you didn't trust her.
And now you act all spiteful and like you're some kind of slut.
What the hell happened to you?
Where did you go?

I feel like I don't care.
Part of me does and then the other part is just so tired of waiting and wishing.

I have found someone but I ( Read more... )

Well it can basically be interpreted through this aim conversation...

beck aluffagus (11:39:20 PM): uuugggghhhhh i fucking want to kill him
MooonGloriousss (11:39:30 PM): whatd he do now
MooonGloriousss (11:39:32 PM): other than be a drunk asshole
beck aluffagus (11:41:03 PM): ugh fucking aim won't let me copy an dpaste
MooonGloriousss (11:41:12 PM): ( Read more... )

I have so much to say 
yet when I go to say it
I can't think.

oh but wtf@ Heath Ledger?
:(

It seems like we spend our entire life either trying to escape something or trying to chase something.
The minute we're not doing either we are discontent. And when we're doing either we're still discontent.

And it seems like we're not happy unless we're discontent.
Make sense?
I think it does in a twisted way.
We're happy and we get bored.
We cause ( Read more... )