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So snowboarding is my new hobby.
It's so much fun.
And I seem to be fairly good at it with only two days of practice.
I'm insanely irritated with this situation.
It still feels so incredibly surreal.
I am not looking forward to February, it is going to be so terribly hard.
I wish my hair would hurry up and grow faster. I kind of wish I hadn't had it ( Read more... ) -
Lolcakes.
It's hard to believe that 2007 is over, it doesn't really feel like it. Soooo much has happened, it's insane ( Read more... ) -
Blood and Tears; they were here first.
So not only did I have to come home to hell today, I found out that I could've stayed at my grandparents for another week. My tv won't work with my new dvd player that I've waited several years for. Casey answered the phone when I called Alex and I thought my heart as well as several other organs were going to fly out of my throat. When does it ( Read more... ) -
Hollywood Sucks.
I'm so irritated by the fact that Hollywood has to change and exploit history incorrectly ( Read more... ) -
Putting it all away.
So I am done with you.
At least for awhile.
This is bullshit.
And right now I want someone else who actually respects me.
I'm not sure I know the meaning of love anymore.
I really want this person.
Really really really really.
I kinda miss high school.
I knew I would. -
Driven blind.
I just don't know about this anymore.
I am afraid that I'll never get you back. And not in just the obvious way. I want the you that I knew six months ago. Twelve months ago.
I wish you'd just wake up.
What happened?
I wish we could start over and I would really try this time. Nothing would be damaged. -
Im in ur gardn, luvn ur bunniez
Lawl. Those cat things crack me up.
I have a job now.
Today was my second 8-hour day and I absolutely HATE it. My back hurts, my feet hurt, I'm tired as shit and I have to get up at 7 o'clock again tomorrow. And I'm sure I'll get used to all of that, but I can't stand being there so long. I hate what I'm doing.
uuuuugh. I wish I could drive so I ( Read more... ) -
More poems
I forgot I wrote these. I found 'em on my deviant art.
Nuclear Hatred
sitting on the edge of a bullet full of uranium
watching for the black mushroom to rise
its reflection in the corner of the tyrant's eyes
blood splattered across the dust
"oh they're enemies" he says "don't make a fuss"
smoke fills their lungs
rots the skin
like nothing but insects
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Far from here.
So I have decided that I'm going to attempt to live my life without regret.
I will bury the longing that keeps me from moving on in my life. I don't want my old friends back.
If you tell your brain what to think, it will eventually believe it as truth. And therefore you'll feel it.
I will be happy and I will start a new life in Pennsylvania. I will ( Read more... ) -
Trying.
So it's really hard to put on a smile and look at the good part of life when everything seems so dull and terrible. But I'm trying. I'm trying for my boyfriend that I love more than anything in the entire world, and I'm trying for my grandma, who loves me more than anything in the entire world. I want them to see me smile and for it to be real.