Last night Alex said he wasn't confused anymore and that he's decided he wants to be with me. And then he said he wants our relationship to be exclusive again.
Good things come to those who wait. :)

Things are much better. I have faith that Alex and I will make it through this school year and we can finally be together. 
I'm 18 now so I can go visit him when I want, as long as I can find a way up there (still can't fucking drive).
Things suck between my friends and I. And Caeyla is moving to NC. 
I might get to hang out with Ashton this weekend ( Read more... )

Everything will be okay eventually.
I love you more than anything in the entire universe.
And then some.

So I have nothing else to do so I figured I would update this thing since I promised myself I would start keeping a journal again. 
So I'm just gonna go backwards and start out with today. I woke up at like 7 this morning out of nowhere, sat up in my bed (don't know why, something was just telling me to) and I felt something about to drip from my ( Read more... )

So I went to Pennsylvania and was there for a week and it was like the best week of my life.
Now I'm home and it sucks because I fucking hate this place. I just want to forget everyone around here and go be with Alex. I'm sick of this place and everyone here.
I suppose I'll put some pictures in the galleries.

I like how your headline says something about me "talk it shit" (ahahahahaha that in itself is hilarious) and that I'm jealous. I'm really amused. If I was jealous, it would mean I'm jealous of myself because all you've done is copy everything I do anyway.

And what exactly do you have that I should be jealous of? An ugly skater boyfriend who is in ( Read more... )

So Emma imed me on Tommy's sn.

Imagine my annoyance.

Undead Pelican (4:06:17 PM): tyler and all us kids wanted to know if you wanted to come hang with us at tylers?  think you could?

vio x    lent (4:06:23 PM): No

For once, I would really like to hang out with my fucking friends without little miss MCR around. No, I don't have a problem with Emma ( Read more... )

Addie called me. And I laughed. Right after I picked the phone up and then hung it up. :)
Then she called again and I didn't bother even doing that. Does she honestly think I'm going to talk to her after all the shit she's done? And after all the shit she's ripped from me and then taken the credit for it? Fuck that.
She can kiss my ass. Then again ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I made the subject w00t.
I think I'm gonna make a new screen name.
Alex's ex girlfriend Jess is basically a stupid bitch. And she's really immature. And she should just commit suicide right now.

Yesterday was the last day of school. I'm now officially a senior. And that kinda scares me. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with ( Read more... )

I really feel like going to Washington, D.C. right now.
It's 1:00 pm and my dad is still in  bed. Oh how I love drunks.
We're supposed to go grocery shopping today and it'd be really nice if he'd get up and do that because I'm really hungry and there is seriously nothing worth eating here.
Tommy and Emma are still being annoying.
Last night he was like ( Read more... )