Playground ( Read more... )

I'm still haunted and it's not getting any better or easier... A friend of mine told me a day or two ago that it takes more and more each time to get over it, to attain that "desperate wisdom" that helps you breathe again. But the last time I hurt this bad, it was over my six month relationship with Jeff, who impregnated me and then shortly ( Read more... )

I slept for almost 24 hours, woke up at 3 am, and it's now only going on 5. It was not a comfortable sleep ( Read more... )

Since Brad and I have broken up it has been nothing but drama. Brad keeps telling me he loves me and misses me, then Eryk came along and stole my heart, then smashed it, then wanted it back, and now I dont know what the fuck is going on there because his psychotic ex keeps sticking her bitch ass nose in where it doesn't belong, and now !!!!!!BOTH ( Read more... )

....at least Eryk isn't fucking anyone he doesn't care about anymore.

Eryk dumped me the other nite. But it was so sudden and so unfounded that I think he was just trying to get away from me. In other words, he was probably using me, and probably fucking other girls behind my back. And for some reason I still care about him. Why? Because I am an IDIOT. I'm even more of an idiot for wanting back. Part of me doesn't ( Read more... )

SO ( Read more... )

Vic, the scrunchy hairpieces are finished, I'll send them with some other stuff soon. I'll email you a pic next time I see you online ( Read more... )

she is happy in love with a boy ( Read more... )

I've been having to deal with family a lot the past few days. Birthdays and tomorrow's Easter, oh joy. What happens at my family dinners is, everyone eats, argues over stupid trivial things during the meal, then afterward my grandfather and brother disappear and my mother and grandmother either gang up to tell me everything that I do that's wrong, ( Read more... )