Can't Find the Words

I wrote a thousand words
to see how i felt
and I found I didn't care.
I wrote a letter to you
but had nothing to say,
a thousand blank pages
that will stay that way.
A thousand words but I can't make a sentence.
I wrote a thousand words,
to see how I felt and I found
I had just given up.

for victoria.

HEY VICTORIA, SAY SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!

You can even like email me, just what the fuck....  You think I've been hinting enough?

Elephant in room....

Disconnected ( Read more... )

I've got your picture ( Read more... )

What changed your mood ( Read more... )

So like... I'm in one of those moods again. Where like, I feel like no one wants to talk to me or be around me. My mom and I were supposed to do all this shit together tonite b/c Tom's away at his dad's, but then one of her friends called and off she flitted to the bar, little fly she is. So I went out with Becky and co. for a bit but no one really ( Read more... )

I talked to Adam last nite for a few hours. I told him everything. I cried... A lot. Even after knowing she's more important to him than he is, and that in a way our relationship would not only be mostly platonic, I'd just be waiting for her to be ready for me, and then we'd be done....He's okay with it. But I don't think she'll ever really want me ( Read more... )

"Don't look don't look" the shadows breathe ( Read more... )

I've been going through so much shit lately. My mother told me yesterday that she hates it when I go to her apartment, my grandmother told me the same today, not that she needed to because she always tells me to leave for no reason, just like, "go away now". I got my two new pairs of glasses today, but every time my Gran does something nice for me ( Read more... )

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