ever get to a point where you dont know what to do anymore? or for that matter where to turn? and no matter what you do you realize that you have no control over it?

no wonder why i am getting grey hairs....

there is so much i want to say but no words can express how i feel. all i know is that i am happy and things will work out. thats all i will say here.

well i just got a vm from my wife....today is the first day of my step daughters life at school...time goes by so quickly. im so proud of her she has grown so much and has turned into such a wonderful little lady. i know that she will do very well at school.

And So It Goes ( Read more... )

The Enneagram Type Indicator Sampler Results
(RHETI Version 2.0)

Questionnaire Date 7/2/2003 5:20:16 PM

The following numerical scores are calculated from your answers to the Sampler questionnaire.

These same results reported in a histogram.

Type 1 - 2
Type 2 - 6 <----- next highest and fits pretty good ( Read more... )

how is one supposed to express pain and heartache? how is one to go on with life after life is drained? after all joy has been ripped from you how do you find joy in anything? after the tears run out and you cant cry another drop and the uneasy sleep youve had before has eluded you...is there any hope? is there any reason to go on in this life ( Read more... )

this is the end of my journal...for those that come here to see what i say and know the truth, i am sorry. for those that come here to try to hurt me with false sayings and repeated lies you will find no more info here to feed your desire for hurting or rumor mongering. from this day on i will measure what i say to anyone so my trust isnt in the ( Read more... )

i really do love my wife and kids and things are getting better. i still have a long road to travel but i never want to go back to what it was anyways. we are going where we have never been before and it will be hard getting there but i think we are on the right road. i actually saw the woman that i fell in love with the other day and i she was ( Read more... )

my wife is so awesome... she really does have a kind heart. that is one of the things that made me fall in love with her. i really do love my wife with all my heart, mind, and soul. even when she is upset and she says things that hurt all i can feel is how much i love her and how bad i want to take her pain and anger away and let her know that ( Read more... )