It's been a while.

oh my god!!!! 
im missing supercon again. 
: ( 
THIS  SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to learn how to play the piano.

I'm moving back home on the 25th.

I suck at life.

And I don't really care.

I have a great family and boyfriend.

And a plan just like always.

Maybe this time things will work out.

To Tony and Hazen,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

so i am here... 
breathing
adjusting
existing

missing

wewonyaay: i wish i could look for grafitti in the jungle of buildings and snowfall with you standing in front of me and leaning against the wall with one hand on your warm midsection and the other smoking a shared cigarette

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myspace girl leaving you messages. she seems to like you. writing x's and o's. cyberspace hugs and kisses for the boy. thats cute and oh so sweet.

just as sweet as me wishing you both get hit by a bus.

xoxo

with love,
me

we paint the night only to find it's cracked and peeling each face revealing what we don't say....
i feel wasted and paralyzed beneath ten thousand layers of disguise that was built to save what's left that has already worn away. inside this vacant made-up plastic life i ask how long must i always remember all that i want to forget. gravity gets to ( Read more... )

i had a job interview today. i think it went well. the woman that interviewed me was very pleased to hear that my schedule was very flexable ( i have been doing nothing but watching like 5 movies a day, drawing, sitting around getting fat for the last few weeks since i have no responsibilities and im a lazy rich kid) so yeah i'd say i can work with ( Read more... )